I see my life ‘cluttered’ at the moment . My mum cooks for me , i watch t.v. And go back to work. Laugh and wallows goes as per its time, how am I suppose to know if my life is still alive . It’s the old routine in a new way , maybe life does not change but it just glances at you in different ways. If asked I’d say my life life is sufficient as I have loved and lived my days through I’d still want to sail more though. The sunshine and the moonlight has its own charm and I get indecisive of which one do I prefer ?